Waiting here outside in the rain so late, Trying to figure out why you don't get it, It's been two whole months I'm trying to say it, Two whole months.... I'm trying to say it.... With you or without you, I will continue living through, With you... My heart doesn't ache. Without you... My life... Continue Reading →



Where am I? The sheets are cold and I can't move a muscle... Perspiration all over my skin... Worry in my eyes, scanning everything around... Heart beats quickening... Swallow the less crazy words before you scream out the real crazy questions... Do you ever wake up numb?... Like you're chained to your bed... Like you... Continue Reading →

Inner Beauty

I lost my hope on a rainy day, You found it's pieces yesterday, Your silence is a broken glass under my feet, You're the pearl I found under a summer heat.   Pebbles, shells & lots of sand, I fell down & you stretched your hand. Just like the fallen leaves on an autumn day,... Continue Reading →


Your fragrance, your touch, your voice and your gaze... I'm familiar with all of these but I still can't get used to the idea of you being away from me... Believe me... Without you... Istanbul doesn't have a Bosphorus, it can't swallow the bitterness of our longing... Every time you leave... you steal nothing but... Continue Reading →

Daisy Innocence

How do you forgive someone who hurt you? How do you get rid of the things that cling to your soul? How do you blow the dust of your past? How do you exhale without breathing fire? Every little detail, every little noteworthy moment... But is this all worth forgiving? Daisy is the symbol of... Continue Reading →

The One That Got Away

All the right signs for all the wrong assumptions... I loved my dreams and memories more than I loved the idea of him at the time... Hope is an ugly word for someone who doesn't believe in their past self being right about the one that got away...  What I needed wasn't a confrontation... I... Continue Reading →

Q: What is one thing that you would like to change about yourself?

If I could change one thing about myself, that would be my attitude. Everyone has a different attitude towards life, some of them are cowards, others are sticking to the rules but mine is a bit rude. Some would say that I am a strong, persistent and confident woman that takes no interest in objection.... Continue Reading →

Q: Who do you love and who loves you?

Love isn't just a verb or a noun anymore... it's a deep concept. For me, it's the core of the universe. It's what everything is built on. Relationships, raising kids, art, growing plants, all the hobbies in between the earth and the skies... and even money. We collect money to get what we love!.. We... Continue Reading →

Lavender Mystery

Let's find our lavender mystery... I could almost hear you asking, "Is that a place?"... It's actually a concept. You'd probably say, "How will we find a concept?" This is how: You'll take your van and I'll take my pillows. You'll wait for me under the haunted willows. If I'm late, wait at the gate.... Continue Reading →

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